Late night thought
Right now I’m feeling pretty sad basically in tears all I want is my boyfriend. I love that man to death. Even if he’s the reason why I’m mad or upset he’s the only person I ever want. He’s the number one person who makes me happy. And now it’s my turn to try to make him happy, I need to make up for everything I’ve ever done. A lot of times I don’t even think I deserve him. I feel so sad that he’s mad at me but the one and only thing pulling me along not just for this situation but anything that happens in life is the love my boyfriend and I have for one another. Even though he’s mad with me he still continues to say “I love you”. Which means the world to me. Knowing after all the stupid bullshit he still loves me. And nothing will get in the way of that. He would have so many reasons to leave me but almost a year later and he’s still there by my side. That’s what I love most about him. Since day one he has never not once given up on me like every one else has. I can truly accept that he truly is deeply in love with me. And that’s what keeps me going. It’s just a wonderful feeling to know how much a person loves and cares about you and twice as good when you have the same feelings towards them. There are days where I can’t handle it and I think to myself how is this going to work. But the answer is love. That’s how it’s going to work. No matter what our emotions are we are still in love. He was put in my life for a reason. Reason being to remind myself I’m not as bad as I thought I was and teach me things about life I had never learned before. I was in a dark place before him and without him even knowing he’s saved me from myself. He’s stopped me from making dumb, regretful, dangerous decisions. Sometimes I get so worked up and I forget to stop and take a second to remember what’s important. I remember all the sweet and cute things he has said and done it brings a smile right back to my face. Or when I see him trying his best to make happy, or laugh or smile when I’m upset. When I take a second to stop and think I remember how much I need this man in my life. With his advice, suggestions, guidance and encouragement I am changing into the person I’ve always wanted to be. He’s helping me find my true self and who I really am. I need him. When it comes to him I believe in love at first sight. I can’t think of anyone else I would ever rather be with ever for the rest of my life. I want this man to be my husband and for us to have beautiful babies. He is honestly this best guy I know hands down and no matter how crazy he ever makes me I will always love him more than anything. I would go to the ends of the earth to make this man happy. I miss him so much and I love him more than anything. I don’t want him to ever forget that no matter what happens. I just want to make him happy for the rest of his life.
i want to be slutty but only with one person u feel me